All I want to do is tell you that I love you. The drawn out silence before you say goodbye and hang up kills me. I want to tell you to come home and take me back. That we can work it out. I want to tell you that my future doesn’t mean anything without you in it. That I am not complete without you. I want to just sit and look at you for hours. Admire the perfect dark long lashes that surround your big green eyes. Run my fingers through your hair with one hand and feel your smooth skin with my other. I wish I could kiss your full pink lips just one more time. Tell you that I love you one more time. Apologize for the way I acted that night. I was hurt and I went too far. I proved every one of your friends right. I wish I could tell you that I don't know how to move on without you. I can’t say anything I want to you anymore. It’s not my place. You left me but you promised me that you would never leave me.
