Father gave Mama a look, a conversation had between his stern gaze and her weary eyes. She had known telling me before bed would rile me up Nanny, my nurse, was still on Christmas vacation, so it was Mama’s responsibility to prepare me for bed while Father had a tonic and cigar. He stepped out of the room without my notice, and Mama clasped a firm hand on my shoulders, cold fingers forcing me to stop and sit, sinking to the carpet.