It was 5am I got a call, this time around a trip to London in two days time, this was my way of life, trying to run, for how long? My mental health was at it peak, it's been 3years now of constant abuse from Raymond, he lied to me , leaving this marriage with nothing was my greatest fear, is this the life i promised my kids ? Never wanted them to be miserable, their father was a cheat and abuser and he made sure he cut everything from me, to tie me down to this dreadful life I called marriage, been working my ass of to save up for my family.