We all want to be a movie star or a novel character. Every lawyer out there wants to be an Harvey specter, every detective a Micheal Bosch, every doctors wants to a doctor from grey anatomy and so much more. Why don’t you become you just become your movie star and be watched by the world. Become your character and let your story be read by all. Movies and novels mirrors life and whether fiction or not it says relay a message.
The biggest and best type of freedom is being able to write and just delve into it. Act your life and people will watch, you will become a celebrity in your own right. You can start rewriting my life, every new day is a fresh page to continue the story as you wield the pen or step on the stage. You have the poetic license to use whatever type of words because you own the piece you write at the end of the day. Whatever act it’s your own, you’re the director and the producer. You don’t need to care who reads it but you do have to write your story to where your fantasy and vision lead you.
Then when you step out as the jack Ryan of you story or the Ethan hunt of your movie, the world would acknowledge you.