I started at the dim, lifeless sky. My stomach was twisting, alarming me to eat something before it’s too late, but I was lifeless already. I closed my eyes to savour all that was left of my memories. The familiar, distinct growl caused me to snap my heavy eyelids open and rip my body off the icy ground. I shifted my head towards the noise, though it was concealed by the dense forest I knew exactly where it was, where the creature that ruined my life was. To my surprise I didn’t cower, I looked through the trees into its glowing, ravenous eyes with pure hatred. I didn’t care if I lived or died, I was already too far gone, my life as I knew it was gone and I was never getting it back. Without second thoughts I ran, fuelled by noting more than rage, the mystifying forest with its welcoming nature pulling me into the gladiator arena. I grabbed the first thing that was close enough and lunged towards the grotesque monstrosity, as I heard its heavy steps run towards me, blinded by rage I thrusted the sharp branch deep into its orbs as it clawed deeply onto my skin, the deeper it clawed the deeper I pushed the long rod into its skull. Its knife-like claws digging through my muscles, but I didn’t weaken, I wrapped my arms around the neck of the beast and with all my strength felt the slow, gradual crushing. It was the manifestation of pure bliss, accompanied by a burning, ecstatic passion. The beast released its grasp from me and tumbled onto the hard forest floor, its eye wound releasing the most appetising smell of all, how to not take a bite. I sunk my teeth into its bony body, devouring as much flesh and muscle as I could, the savoury smell urging me to have more, crushing its brittle bones and swallowing them, the sharp flint shaped pieces scraping my throat, threatening to puncture it, but I didn’t stop. I couldn’t and I wouldn’t even if I could. As I felt the adrenalin leave my body the world slowly started to darken.