The next day after my lessons, I waited for Peter to show up. I checked all of our usual places. Our tree fort, the tall grass in my yard, the garden, the farmer’s field, and finally, I walked down to his house when I hadn't seen him. Had I known the night before Peter was leaving, I would have at least said goodbye. That must have been why he was acting so strange. Peter knew he was going. Why didn't he say anything? Why? I tried to run back home, but I tripped in the farmer’s field, landing sprawled out. Instead of standing up, I just lay there sobbing. Meeting Peter had been a Godsend. After the weeks I had spent in the orphanage waiting for the social worker to locate my grandmother, the nights spent crying myself to sleep wondering why my parents had left me and why they had to die. Finally, I found a friend. Someone that helped me forget. After seeing his empty house, I just wondered why. Why did my parents have to leave me? Why did Peter have to leave me? I didn't know what else to do, so I just lay in the field and sobbed till I couldn't anymore. I must have been there for quite some time because I remember my grandmother coming to find me. She didn't know what to say, so she just sat with me while I cried myself to sleep.