We can survive alone , I am enough for myself , Just do not need another chapter of chaos in life full of drama . Do these thoughts come to your Mind sometimes? They do right? At some point or at some situation this kind of thoughts do rushes through our veins and We cannot help it. This happens in Everybody’s Life at least once .
Starting from our Childhood We have been trained to be the best in every possible way . May it be a simple Class test or our Boards , You have to score the highest marks , you have to win the race, May it be your professional life , You have to be in a good position . We are expected to excel in Whatever we do in life. May it be studies or sports or cultural to career or relationship and marriage . You have to impress your in laws, be a perfect daughter-in-law / son-in-law , You have to be the perfect parent, You can never make a mistake and the list goes on and on . It seems there is no place or acceptance for failures in anybody’s life.
I was never told by anyone that it is Ok to be Average . May be that is the reason I was so scared to tell my Parents that I wanted to drop out of my Masters . I must say my Parents were always supportive of whatever I did in life but I still had that fear of not being accepted this time because I always did fulfil their expectation . I was a bright kid, excelled in sports and cultural activities . So I tried so hard to be in a place where I did not belong. I tried to fit in to something which did not fit me at all and I could not excel this time .
My fear of ignorance by my parents were so high but I still took a step and confronted and explained them what I was going through and my parents did not question me once and said : Its Ok, just come back!!
Those words were treat to my Ears. For the first time in life I understood that Failures too are accepted , the only way is explaining yourself and communicating with the ones. For the first time in life I did not Fail being a Failure.
I understood that Do what your heart feels right, do not force yourself in a place where you do not belong and moreover learn to accept everything with Grace and always remember , to be in a happy place we need to let go off things which made us Sad and as I always say Be Happy , it makes you glow and Beautiful
