“After all this torment, my limbs twisting andgnawing with pain- the pain of growth, I shall return to you all, as new, some may see me as a morbid beast, some will turn to me with a glorifying gaze; know this, my friends, I will return to you with new limbs, with new eyes, accompanied by a ghastly spirit, to pick up my aged body, rip it up, and feed it to the starving children.