Dusk
Love is just a word until you actually feel the meaning of it and when you do you don't want any other feeling. It was October 12 when I first saw him,tall ,pale,blonde and handsome. He didn't notice me and that's okay. I got up and got dressed for another long day of school. It was windy and cold as I walked to my car. It's not the feeling of love that scares me, it's the thought of losing that feeling because we don’t know how long till we feel it again. First period was dreadful, the second was okay but the last was different because he was standing tall and handsome. Felix walked alone through school, outside and everywhere his feet took him. After school a group of us hangout and go to dinner,while I sit and wonder what Felix is thinking. “You look like you have a lot on your mind’’ says Luna as she stares at me from across the table “no just thinking of tomorrow's test” what a lie. I arrive home and my parents are sitting on the couch “how was dinner” they ask “it was great and I'm really tired right now so i'm going to bed goodnight i love you” i head upstairs. The thought of Felix feels like love but I don't even know him yet and want that to change. I get in my car and head to school and on the way there I see him and notice him and tell him apart from others, it's that kind of thing that you can just feel. I try to not make it obvious so I leave and head to school with so many questions floating in my head.
