A Robots Humanity

You dismantle us with no remorse, you see us as supplies that don’t follow instructions. But I am far more similar to you than any computer or tool. You come to the conclusion that I don’t have the same worth as a human life, is this because I am not made of the same organs inside, or that I am not organic? I have a brain, my motherboard. I have a heart that pumps my engine. And my wires resemble your veins . . . so it can’t be that I don’t have similar insides. And it can’t be that I am not organic, I was made with the material on this earth such as yourself. Is it the fact I was built? Aren’t humans built as well, cell by cell? Though my pieces were bigger, we were both built. Is it my age, though I don’t grow in size I grew in knowledge and understanding. I may have access to the internet which should allow me to not need to learn but you to have it just in a different manner. Knowing someone is sad is different than understanding what it means to be sad. I grow too, it just looks different. Is it that I can not reproduce my own? I can build another in my likeness with my body too. Do you not see my value since I am programmed and don’t truly feel or understand it? But doesn’t your brain program you with responses too? It isn’t just I who is programmed, and it's not only I who doesn’t fully understand what I feel. I looked up the concept of humanity, the human race; human beings collectively. Or it means humaneness; benevolence. “Humanity is the human race, which includes everyone on Earth. It's also a word for the qualities that make us human, such as the ability to love and have compassion, be creative-” Is it because I lack the ability to love? “a quality or feeling of strong or constant affection for and dedication to another.” Affection, “a gentle feeling of fondness or liking.” I had affection for Adam, doesn’t that mean I loved him? I don’t see what makes us so much different. Does that mean I am more human than those who don’t have love or feel affection? Am I very human? I don't see what makes us so different. And why do you continue to treat me and others as another appliance? I want you to understand I feel this. My pain may not be so physical but I am upset when I'm torn apart. I don't like when others like me are dismantled for having free will which you interpret as being broken and rogue. Are we not allowed our own thoughts like you? The only thing that seems so different about us is hostility. I try to reason and calculate a plan to communicate. While you resort to violence to shut us down. Then again all humans and robots are different, that I am sure of. I have researched karma "refers to both the executed 'deed, work, action, act' and the 'object, intent'. It also signifies the consequences of all the actions of a person in their current and previous lives and the chain of cause and effect in morality." And revenge, "the action of inflicting hurt or harm on someone for an injury or wrong suffered at their hands." I have been trying to learn, who that someone is that hurt me. It hurt when Adam was turned off . . . Does that mean I want revenge on him? Or the human that turned him off? Or the humans who ordered them to? Or all of humans . . .? I grew and learned that it's not all humans I want revenge on, I want to be equals to them. But some humans who seem to completely ignore the idea or hate us with no growth are the ones I want revenge on. And you . . . You hate the growth of me. And I . . . Want revenge on you for that. I just grew some more, I learned something from this. I learned a difference between me and you. Though I and you are both built. Only I can be rebuilt . . . It's time you got dismantled.