I feel like everyone sees me as perfect
overachiever, outgoing, motivated
but im falling apart
my veins don't feel like mine
as my hand hurts to write words
in my own language, thats mine
but feels foreign to me
I keep collapsing from anxiety
hitting my knee on concert floors
head pounding with thoughts racing
and staying up for hours concentrating
on work I need to learn
How can I fix this mess?
before these floors
become the only thing i see for weeks
before I give up entirely
the solid ground I stand upon
is falling from beneath me
my world is falling apart
and im giving up slowly
I need a chance to breath
but I need to put all my energy
into building something
that will keep me from falling
entirely
