Our driver, the smiling jockey of the gaudy yellow electric cart we just rode in, gestured towards the massive gates of the resort. He had a huge beer belly. His Red Horse Beer t-shirt was soaked with sweat. I knew immediately where the belly came from. My hand brushed the peeling paint of our transport as we got out and grabbed our suitcase. I put an arm around Flora protectively, and a quick look back ensured Mike and Annie made it off without tripping over their sandals. Something deep inside was bothering at my mind, nipping at the edges. This something had no face, but I could tell it needed to be addressed before my overthinking ruined the whole trip.